Meditation is an art. A much craved for art in life. It is definitely hard not to meditate sometime in life. If it's an art, it should be practiced more often.

Meditation is an art, a form of art that should be practiced more often, by more people. The definition of meditation on Wikipedia is "any of a family of practices in which the practitioner trains his or her mind or self-induces a mode of consciousness in order to realize some benefit."

This may be the truth about meditation, where it is refered to the Budda most of the time, it must be noted that it can be practiced by a person from any religion, whatsoever, and definitely should not be related to just Buddhists or any particular group of people like that.

I believe that meditation is good for the mind, good for the soul, as it allows us to reflect on what has happened to us in the past, and think of what may happen to us in the future. It's a good form of reflection, really.

In the mood of meditation, mostly of whatever form of regret that is left of me. I regret commiting so many crimes, some minor, some which are quite major in nature. I need to stop myself from bubbling. I need to stop myself from turning into steam. I hope that no ice will come to me. And I really hope that I can just evaporate, and spread the humidity to the people around me. However, I think I need some form of light and heat first, for me to start the evaporation process. If not, stale water is never good to moisturise the air.

I miss some people, some things in life. Hope that some of them will be able to return to me soon. Unlike time, I hope that they will not 一去不复返。Hope that I can really treasure the things that are worth treasuring in the future. Live and leave with no regrets.

Maybe this can be the end goal of meditation, for me, at least.

Hope that I can be filled with humility. Hope that I can treausure God. 

This is an ordinary post, in a desperate attempt trying to revive this old blog. I dug up my old blog code and just realised how immature I truly was (or is right now). Well, there's nothing wrong with it really. Anyway, everything in life will have 2 sides. The positive side and the negative side. No one can define what is the true positiveness or the true negativity. It is all based on perception, though one side may just take the upper hand because most people think that it is true. Well, the majority may not be right all the time. Most of the time, the outstanding people are those who dares to challenge the majority, the stated fact. I hope to be one of them. Maybe I already am now, just not in the correct way.

Nevermind. The first paragraph is out of point. Seriously out of point. Now comes to the real part.

The title of the blog is called seasaw for a reason, obviously. Everything that everyone does have a reason, just that it depends on whether they want to tell you or not. There are ups and downs in life, everyday actually. However, everything still depends heavily on your perception on things. Well, being optimistic will mean that you will be able to defy gravity one day and soar to the sky.

Okay this shall mark the end of my first terribly fail attempt at trying to revive this long dead blog.

It is not the unconsciousness of sleep that I enjoy, but the hypnagogic period late at night when I am lying in bed and the whole house is quiet. I am not fully awake, nor am I fully asleep. Drifting between wakefulness and sleep, I lie in a foetal position as if the whole world is my cradle. My thoughts fly freely, unconstrained by the responsibilities and duties of full consciousness. If I look the right way, I can see the stars peering in through the window, illuminating the dark night sky. The skyline never really sleeps, giving its own little dots of light, breaking the darkness.

The darkness and silence envelopes the whole world. The bustling noise of the world has been silenced, as if a blanket has been dropped over the planet. The whole body becomes peaceful, just like the rest of the world, into sleep's motherly embrace.

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